Friday, July 19, 2013
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
To Hell and Back... but, I'm Still Alive
It's been a rough couple of months, I was to hell and back a few times... I'm getting back to normal... well, as normal as you can with cancer! Let's say, I'm stabilizing... at least I'm crossing my fingers that I'm stabilizing this time. I said that a couple of weeks ago to someone, three days later I was in the hospital.
I'll be doing update posts as I can to get everybody up to speed... hopefully everyone hasn't given up on me and is still checking in on my blog from time to time. Oh well...
I hope everyone out there is doing okay!
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Sunday, December 16, 2012
More Photos Of My Cancerous Bump
These photos were taken on Dec 14, 2012... I had a CT scan earlier that day and when I took off my bra I must of scraped it open. Mom decided to mark the border of it to show the growth... wish we thought of that as soon as we discovered it.
Posted by Michelle at 12/16/2012 04:25:00 AM 2 comments
Labels: Health, Lymphoma/Cancer, Me Stuff, Pics
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Cancer Update: 12/12/12
Back in October, actually October 2nd, I went for my last chemo session for this round on Brentuximab... after this session we would do some scans and determine if I appeared in remission or if we should continue with the chemo. The neuropathy in my fingers and toes were pretty bad; so my doctor talked me into not having the chemo that day, we would do a PET scan to determine if the cancer was still active and then decide if I could stop the chemo altogether or if we needed to just delay it, giving more time between sessions and giving my nerves a chance to recuperate.
She said she never had to talk a patient OUT of doing chemo before… I was concerned about the cancer coming back again. When I finished the round of CHOP last year and was “declared” as “appears to be in remission”, it was two weeks and the cancer on my arm had reappeared, then a few weeks after that it appeared in the lymph node under my right arm again… also spreading into my chest area and into my bone marrow in the pelvic area. So I had reason to be wary.
We were preparing for the PET scan when we were notified that Medicaid denied the request! I received a letter from the panel of their decision by certified mail… we had to sign for it! Unbelievable!! This NEVER happened before… I had been on Medicaid for six months and had just been renewed on Sept 11th. Evidently part of the change was the beginning implementations of Obamacare, such as the setting up of the “panels”. So I guess Republicans were not wrong…
Posted by Michelle at 12/12/2012 07:31:00 PM 1 comments
Labels: Fears, Health, Lymphoma/Cancer, Me Stuff, Pics
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Pravda Article: Obama re-elected by American illiterate society
19.11.2012
By Xavier Lerma
His popular articles can be seen at http://xlerma.wordpress.com/
Hyperlink to Pravda is mandatory if you republish this article.
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Happy Thanksgiving!
Posted by Michelle at 11/22/2012 02:23:00 PM 3 comments
Labels: American History, Family/Friends, History, Me Stuff, Pics, Spiritual/Religious
Sunday, October 14, 2012
When I Say, "I Am A Christian"
When I Say, "I Am A Christian"
by Carol Wimmer
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I’m not shouting, “I’ve been saved!”
I’m whispering, “I get lost!
That’s why I chose this way”
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I don’t speak with human pride
I’m confessing that I stumble -
needing God to be my guide
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I’m not trying to be strong
I’m professing that I’m weak
and pray for strength to carry on
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I’m not bragging of success
I’m admitting that I’ve failed
and cannot ever pay the debt
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I don’t think I know it all
I submit to my confusion
asking humbly to be taught
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I’m not claiming to be perfect
My flaws are far too visible
but God believes I’m worth it
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartache
which is why I seek His name
When I say, “I am a Christian”
I do not wish to judge
I have no authority
I only know I’m loved
Copyright 1988 Carol Wimmer
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Chemo Update
They canceled my chemo last Tuesday... neuropathy is more severe than they are comfortable with. They are going to set up a scan for next week, to see if any active cancer cells are still showing, then we'll go from there. The delay, hopefully, will give my nerves a chance to heal a little.